Let it Be, Beautiful.

She wanted me to write about her for years. So this one is for you; Tansu. 

Never be afraid to feel. Especially love. Never be afraid to love. 

Instead, have the strength of character to immerse yourself in pure feeling. 

Never fear the swelling of your heart as it expands and accepts another in. Never reject the quickening of your heartbeat in the place of sour nothingness. 

You are ALIVE. 

And my what a life it is. 

Love boldy, as if you have forever and a day. 

Kiss passionately as if it's the last breath you'll use. 

See people are often apprehensive of love because it's not comfortable. Actually, it's the most uncomfortable experience a human being can go through. It means you let someone get close enough to hurt you. Actually hurt you. 

It means becoming the most vulnerable, stripped version of yourself standing their naked with flaws and all in the hopes that the other won't walk away. 

Harder still, loving someone means delving into the very core of your being and facing yourself one on one:

Do you like what you see? 

Are you adequate enough?

Are you worthy? 

All the anxieties, burdens and 

insecurities that have mounted over the years rear it's ugly neck just a new love sprouts. This monster stares at you forcing you into a corner of relentless doubt and questioning. 

With all this in mind, I say again love is louder always in every instance. Love is the only thing that will dispel the fears that you've fostered for so long and let your inner self shine through. Love is the only thing that will liberate your soul. 

So, let all your inhibitions go and allow yourself the grace of loving without mental constraint. Allow yourself to be whisked away by the depth of emotion 

Love him.. 

'Truly, madly, deeply'

Why again you ask?

Because presence is better the absence. 

Because lusting after his touch is a lot more difficult then accepting his kiss. 

Because satisfying that yearning is better then searing loneliness. 

Because it is better to have loved and lost then to have not loved at all. 

And.. Because you're the most incredible soul I know and you fucking deserve it. 

Go beyond reason to love, for it is the only thing there is safety in. 

Go out and love crazily, 

I'll be here on the flip side. 

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BE.