A good friend once told me that I will find the words, though in all honesty I am struggling right about now. Maybe I find this entry difficult to write purely because I feel the weight of its meaning to me. Nonetheless I'm going to try and let the words flow.
I guess my struggle derives from a need for human interaction and understanding on a deeper level. This yearning is sometimes is all consuming. How do I relate my thoughts, experiences and soul to someone and have them respond with innate understanding? I feel emptiness within me at times, this need to belong to something bigger then myself. The yearning to be both understood on a spiritual level by someone and to fall deeply, madly and truly in love is so strong it overtakes me. I feel this certain dissatisfaction that is constant and cannot be remedied. My nature is so complex and though I live with the belief that there is something more I am yet have any tangible proof that such a thing exists.
I guess I just have to give myself the necessary space and time, and all will be revealed.
Does this entry resonate with anyone else? Let me know, I'd love to hear from you.
BE
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